heart is in pieces.
i hate the modern culture and the cult of "i am okay" when you're not ok. if you're not ok, #depressed
or sad, no one wants to be around you. because "don't spread your negativity here". people like to ignore the elephant in the room, hide their problems and to avoid listening to the others problems so that they keep their bubble intact. social media encourages us to post good and happy stuff: best pictures, best clothes, best places. even if you're weeping inside. i get an image of total happiness around me, like no one else is suffering, no one else has problems. no one else is going through some shit. only i am. i'm the only one poor, unhappy and negative. don't wear black, don't feel sad, don't say this and that. don't spread negativity. let's just deny it, like it doesn't exist. well no, being sad is ok. your bullshit is not, on the other hand. brave new world is here in its full grace.
suicide isn't a weakness, it's the last resort. chester had the whole world worshipping him but still was struggling. the argument of having tons of loving people around you won't help if you're on a self-loathing path. depression is a disease and should be treated similarly but not like a "hey-this-person-is-ruining-our-party".
i'm shivering and can't hold back the tears.
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